Welcome to my page! I am a 46-year-old woman, living on the Coast of North Carolina. I began this blog, at the young age of 40, when I was trudging through one of the worst times of my life, a divorce. While I thought I was writing for a release of emotions and to try to make sense of my muddled life – little did I know what my blog would become, what it was truly meant to be. I have revamped it more times than I imagined: years ago, I deleted crucial posts that I thought were to revealing, now I wish I hadn’t. In late 2018 I was finally diagnosed with C-PTSD and Post Traumatic Narcissistic Disorder. It only took, 17 years for me to have the answers, 17 years of confusion, self-doubt and depression. I don’t want to see anyone have to go through any of what I experienced so I have decided to take my blog, share my story and share factual information that I have learned in my healing process to try to help others avoid the pain that I experienced. It is my mission to help others that are stuck in the loss of Narcissistic Abuse to know that there is a way out. I am not a professional, I do not (at this time) have any credentials towards professional counseling, all I have is my story to share.