One of the hardest obstacles I have is the ability to stay positive. Especially in times that are trying, difficult and when that mountain just seems impossible to climb. So today's blog is going to be about a positive in my life. My soulmate, the love of my life, what I can't live without. The … Continue reading My little piece of Heaven
Its been five long years since I visited this page. Though I've thought about it over the years, I think the desperate need of wanting to avoid my emotions and just hope for it to pass made me fearful of logging in and reading my heartfelt posts. Lots has changed in the last five years, … Continue reading What a change!
Six months are how long it has been since I have posted. Six months of complete change, but yet everything is still the same. Six months of that roller coaster ride of life that has now become so familiar to me. Six months of everything. rolled into nothing that would be meaningless at this point to … Continue reading 6 months of change
In 11 short days, I will be divorced. That brown manila envelope will arrive in the mail any day now. The one that includes the "official" papers that the government requires to announce to the world that I made a mistake and my marriage failed. I will open it with tearful eyes and hope the attorney … Continue reading Almost divorced
It is Easter Sunday morning and my heart is full of sadness. I didn't expect Easter to be hard. After all, I trudged through my 40th birthday, our 10 year anniversary, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, and Valentines Day alone, what is one more day? I was wrong, it is just as hard as it was … Continue reading Holidays and Divorce: Will I ever enjoy them again?
Its been quite awhile since my last blog. I can gratefully blame my absence on my new job, my relationship with Keith and day-to-day life. As time is moving forward, things are coming together. Time has changed to move forward: the days are getting longer, the weather is getting warmer and I am excited to say that … Continue reading Finding peace
My favorite song, at the present moment, is Pink’s – Try. I’ve loved Pink for many years, even when she was struggling to become the kick ass singer she is today. Her songs are real, heartfelt and lots of times, speak about moments and feelings that I have experienced in life. Try makes sense to … Continue reading Try – My anaology of a song.